This is my new song.
if u go to
www.myspace.com/dlzmxu can listen as u read the lyrics the song is called fic'ality.
i gotta rap it again but other than that i like it.
hit me up wit sum feedbak peace.
This is a story just like
any other,
bout a teenager boy id like to call my brother
he cant hav sex cant drink or go out,
he ponders in his room wot
his life is all about,
while the other kids go
get drunk waste there life,
he sits in wait but cant
sleep at night,
he wants to go live but
doesnt wanna sin,
he stays strong holds
himself,
cause he'll
never let the devil win
his parents raised him muslim n now he believes
in love in a god n respect for family,
but it all sounds fine perfect n easy,
but at least he can pray say let god ease me
he goes to school bullied people call him names,
people judgein him, laughin cause hes not the same
cause he’s loyal to himself loyal to his relidgen,
n doesn’t winge cause hes happy with what he’s been given
sometimes he considers just going out with nothing to loose
n others he wonders what it’d be like to be in your shoes
(sit back relax
and listen to a story)
this a story bout a different situation,
a kid who grew up with a muma always wasted
daddy dealin drugs always in n out of jail
the kid follows daddy ending up on bail
at school he bullies kids and always
picks fights,
but when he goes home he takes hits n cries every night
he hides his sadness with a wall of
anger
goin out at night pickin fights with
complete strangers
he just wants a place where he can call a home
but muma kicked him out to fend on his own
a friend takes him in puts a roof on his head
crying as he goes to sleep wishin he was dead
so the next day he drinks n smokes till he don’t think,
steals a car n drives as he heart starts to sink,
he speeding n swerving through a small hood
crying as he’s yelling to god I did the best I could,
hitting the steering wheel lookin to the sky
saying god kill me why wont you let me die
are you messing with me trying to make me destroy
his eyes are so blocked with tears he couldn’t see the boy
he couldn’t see the ball he was chasing
he couldn’t see his eyes,
he couldn’t see his future,
he couldn’t see the boys mum cry
the boy was gone and it was too late to learn a lesson,
it was not self destruction but boy slaughter from his depression
(Chorus)
once upon a time in a average girls life,
in a house with two parents but was still cold as ice,
a girl sneaks out her window to see an older guy
her father was a strict man but she’d always choose to fight,
she gets in her boyfriends car n drives away from home
her mother hears her leave n tries callin up her phone
the girl goes to his house enters his room
he gives her some booze sayin it’ll take away the gloom
she starts drinking not knowing what she was about to consume
he pats her on the head an says it will be alright soon
she wakes the next morning not knowing where she is,
she’s hurting, she’s crying, looking at the beer lids
scattered around her, followed by empty bottles,
realizing what her boyfriend had done making her feel hollow
shes starts to scream an starts slapping the ground
no one can here her now, to the world she doesn’t make a sound
she tries to walk but cant rise to her feet
lying on the ground listening to her own heart beat
she looks around the room feeling confused and scared,
yelling somebody help me but no body was there,
she starts to crawl crying as she’s trying to get away,
from the place she lost her heart, the place itd forever stay
so think carefully before you go out,
cause I don’t want you to be who this story is about.
She could have been killed and never found again,
all because she trusted her worthless boyfriend,
(Chorus)
The next story I tell is as true as the first,
bout a young man who had a single mum since birth,
his mother had a hard life and couldn’t deal with stress,
was working full time always left the house a mess,
when things started going right when they got on there feet,
his grandfather past away leaving more struggle to defeat,
he knew what death was but was to young to understand,
his grandfather was the one who was raising him to be a man,
his mum started drinking, started smoking, and became cold,
a step dad moved in an that fact took a toll,
the boy was confused his whole life it was just him and his mum,
now the pressures of being a teenager started to weigh a ton
at school he started rebelling never paying attention,
every second week he was outta school on suspension,
eventually a few years later he got expelled,
he couldn’t live at home, cause home was a hell,
he was living in cars ,in parks and with mates
he wanted to redeem himself but it was too late,
he started drinking and stealing hanging with thugs,
started getting in to fights n got addicted to drugs
and even though he was rolling he still missed home,
cause even though he had brothers he still felt alone
he got bashed pretty badly ended up in hospital
the pain that hurt the most was physiological
a few weeks later his grandmother died
he knew he’d loose every one even if he tried
he couldn’t believe that time didn’t stop
cause in his family his grandmother was the rock,
he was drinkin jack as he went to a bridge...crying in pain,
looking at the ground knowing his life would never be the same,
he looked through his phone but didn’t wanna call a friend,
he tried calling his grandma cause he wanted to talk to her again,
he knew there was way he could see her so his stood up on the bridge,
time stopped moving and he thought in his mind,
I shouldn’t do this it just can’t be my time,
he thought bout everything that happened in his life,
the average the bad and everything nice,
he thought bout his muma at his funeral crying,
stepped back off the bridge n thought bout trying,
his put his head down smiled and tried to live on,
then he went and changed the world....and wrote this very song.
its your
life.....
what eva happens is up to you......
you make the decision….
DLZ
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Tue Feb 18, 2014 7:04 pm by rayaile
